today.

today i meet with the cutie rats again.

feed them with honey.

trained them how to jump.

counted how many times they jumped.

some of rats are naughty and crazy.

they tried to bite us.

haha.

of all 45 rats, some of them dunnoe how to jump...(or they are lazy actually??)

im just curious...doesnt all rats are born with nature habits of jumping?

or mybe because of they are born and keep growing in the cages make them different from the one that live outside?

urmm.

tomorrow im going to play with them again.

i hope i can adapt my new game of life.

haha.

alaa.

esok dh kena bgn awal blk...

alaaa...

xpuas lg cuti...

huk3!

i need extra holidays...

can i extend my weekend???

plz????

haha.

blabla.

hey all!

tomorrow is weekend okeh??

the day that im waiting for.

hoho.

i juz realize that how precious and meaningful the weekend is.

before this weekend just come and go.

but now i noe how wonderful weekend is compare to weekdays.

jgn marah ye weekdays.

haha.

talking bout weekend..its not that i do really hate the weekdays..

but my weekdays are really great..even the tiredness was extreme than usual.

i found that working life was so different than the one i had before this.

even though their salary did not fit with my qualification..but its okei for me..

i dun mind at all what amount they want to pay me.

as all the experiences that i had go through are priceless.

im really thankful for this oppoturnity.

im really enjoy my life now.

surround by nice and kind people.

working environment is really pleasant.

my boss really kind, other staff as well.

they noe how to appreciate us, concern bout us.

they were organize and systematic.

boss,lecturers,staffs and students can mix up with each other.

no difference in status or racist (my boss is chinese okeh).

we can speak,eat,laugh altogether.

its really good actually.

=)

3tahun.

tanggal 20hb Julai 2009,4.05pm.

genap lar 3 tahun hari ni kami kehilangan orang yg paling kami sayangi dan hormati.

tempat kami bergantung dan bermanja.

kenangan yg tidak akan pernah kami lupakan selama hayat kami.

dia adalah yg terbaik.

tidak mungkin ada yg mampu mengganti tempatnya dihati kami.

semoga kami tidak lupa utk mengirimkan doa dan fatihah buat mu.

semoga abah ditempatkan dikalangan para solihin dan orang yg beriman.

semoga kita bertemu kelak di Syurga.

kami sayang abah.

~al-fatihah~

memory.

1807.

the most memorable day in my life.

the last day we gathered before u left us.

i wont forget all those memories.

u mean everything to me, to us.

we miss u alwaiz.

u alwaiz in my heart, our heart.

we lurve u more than we could say.

u are our superhero,abah.

alfatihah.

br ku tahu.

baru ku tahu ape itu penatnye bekerja.

keluar pagi balik senja.

sungguh tak seronok.

baru ku tahu susahnye our parents nak cari duit every month.

sungguh memenatkan.

macam ni la yg ma dan abah rase dulu agaknye.

urmm.

penat.

sy kepenatan hari ni.

tak ade mood nak update blog.

rase mau ketiduran saje.

but i still have things to do.

dan keputusan masih belom dibuat.

sy xmampu berbuat demikian lagi.

org sekeliling sudah bertanye.

haish.

in the middle.

half of my heart say no.

stay here and dont go anywhere.

half of them say yes.

go and try something new.

what am i suppose to do?

im in dilemma.

owh.

sigh.

sorry to say.

but i cannot be good all the time.

i cannot pretend to be nice most of time.

i am me.

a normal human being with normal kind of feeling.

i cannot be a superwomen or whatsoever.

*sigh*

new life.

my new life will begin very soon.

i have to prepare myself for all upcoming things.

talking about new life, actually i will start my new step by joining one conference in Hotel Grand Riverview nearby sg. kelantan

the conference so-called 'International Sport Science Conference blabla'...(i dun remember lor..hehe)

actually i dun plan this.

this new life begin suddenly.

i dun know how i can involve myself in such thing.

well, Allah knows better.

this field is so new to me.

but i will make sure myself are not having a shock.

haha.

what is the conference all about?

according to Dr. Chen, he said that this conference involving many academicians of sport science course from all over the world.

i dun really participate this conference, just become a secretariat and helping the needy.

the conference will be held for 3 days, from 15 to 17 July 2009..but i have to be there one day earlier for preparation.

so for those 3 days, i will be busy.(really?or im busying myself?haha.)

what is so important about this conference?

u guys know what?

the conference will be participated by delegation from 21 country all over the world including Australia and blabla..

and what im worrying about are...

our security and protection.

i know we are given face mask and all necessary things.

but do all those thing keep us safe???

owh my God.

plz protect us.

amin.

but however, i need to acquaint myself with this new life and surrounding.

for sure there are a lot of new things i need to discover soon.

well, just wait and see.

and,

i hope i can adapt my new daily life.

no more wake up late in the morning.

hehe.

come on girl!u can do it!

owh,

almost 12midnite.

i should go for bed now.

i need to wake up early tomorrow morning for sahur.

i still owe one more day.

okei,

gud nite everybody.

papai.

haish.

saya rasa semacam je.

rasa nak makan orang je.

owh my God.

sabar hamizah.

sabar.

saya sedang berpuasa.

istighfar banyak2.

owh.

hari ini saya berpuasa.

owh.

sudah lama saya tidak berpuasa.

baru setengah hari saya dah rasa exhausted.

padahal tak buat kerja apa2 pun hari ini.

hanya membasuh kereta sahaja.

nasib baik saya terjaga sahur.

kalau tidak tentu saya sudah pengsan.

hehe.

missing.

at this moment.

what i feel is.

i do really miss him so much.

do u noe this?

even we hv met last two days.

but its like we have not seen each other for two months.

i miss u.

*sigh*

u should be proud as i miss u this much.

ahax.

gratitude.

alhamdulillah.

dgn penuh rase kesyukuran..

aku bersyukur ke hadrat Allah swt...

ada hikmah disebalik ape yg berlaku...

ade hikmah disebalik semua kepenatan dan kesusahan yg ditanggung...

perngorbanan itu berbaloi dan tidak sia2...

syukur lar...

:)

pic entry.

juz came back from a short holiday and travel all around malaysia.

hehe.

konon.

these are some pictures that i have snapped for my own memories.

;)

::me+my sis,kakda::

::with her again::

::mommy to be::

::to be wut??hehe::

::in front of my sis house::

::she love gardening..esp flowers::

::near to sg. phg::

::papa+mama to be::

all these pictures were taken around bandar kuantan...

including teluk chempedak, nearby to sg. pahang and my sista house as well...

it was really cool having such holiday even for a short moment....

its enough for me to release all my burden n pressure...

hi july!

hi all.

its been a week i didnt update anything...

juz keep away 4 a while from blogging...

but now i come back to dis world...

hehe.