how to enjoy life.

life isn't easy as simply as u think. it would be affected by environment surround u. life is no longer enjoyable when u have taken the wrong path or whenever ur confidence inside fade away. perhaps, u will lost hope in taking step forwards in ur life ahead. if u think this situation is likely happen, fix it quickly!

the easiest thing to get rid of this kind of situation is -----> focus on whatever u love to do!n ignore other unnecessary which mix up in ur mind!n think of whatever u like to think!

sounds so easy rite??but its not so easy unless u have a strong motivation  inside!believe in urself n lets make a move!

`ALLAH answer prayers in 3 ways,he says yes and give what u want,he says no and give u something better,he says wait and give u the best in his own time '

hey there!

hello!

hey there!

its a been ages i didnt write anything here.

susah nak jaga 2 blog dlm satu masa..

berhabuk n bersawang dah blog ni..terabai sungguh!ngee..

sibuk je lepas jadi isteri orang ni..blog pon x sempat dah nak update..

update??

no news update at the moment..masih berdua..belom bertiga..kui3

sibuk jaga student exam skang..its so heaven student exam..coz xpayah nak kalut prepare lecture notes...

datang ofis duk goyang kaki layan fb jekkk..haha!

xbagus sungguh!tp xde laa goyang kaki sangat pon..tengah usaha nak publish paper for research project during degree..hopefully boleh settle by end of this year..xnak tangguh2!lagi lambat confirm, lagi lambat laa dapat further study!pastu salary pon xde increment nanti..uwaaa itu yg harunya...

nak gemok.

sy nak gemok semula.

sume org kata sy dah kurus.

sy tahu kenapa sy kurus.

selera makan pon dah kurang sekarang.

owh cepatlah semua ni berlalu.

i cant bear it anymore.

nak lari boleh?

terasa mahu mengalah.

rasa mahu je berundur langkah.

kenapa ye?

ini ke dugaan?

kadang2 rasa xnak pikir pape.

rasa nak hidup sorang.

tak perlu bersusah payah pikir tentang orang lain.
rasa nak lari jauh2..

urmm..

salam Ramadhan.

salam semua.

petang ni tengok anak bulan Ramadhan.

InsyaAllah tiada aral melintang, esok suluruh umat Islam di dunia akan menjalani ibadah puasa.

Salam Ramadhan buat semua sahabat dikasihi.

semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu rahmat dan keberkatan dalam hidup kita.

footnote:puasa terakhir sbg si bujang..;)

take me out plz!

i hate being here.
so lonely.
recently i always feel this kind of feeling.
i dunno why.
i dun want to be here.
please.
its so sick pretending someone you are not.



footnote:owh!feeling so down :'(

indahnya Ramadhan itu.

Hari dah 14 Syaaban 1341H.
Sedar tak sedar, bulan Syaaban dah masuk separuh dah.
Cepat sungguh masa berlalu kan?
Alhamdulillah hidup lagi aku hari ni.
Ramadhan pun dah tak lama dah.
Lagi 2 minggu lebih je lagi.
Ya Allah temukanlah aku dengan Ramadhan bulan yang penuh keberkatan.
Yelaa kan..sepanjang perjalanan dari bulan Syaaban ke Ramadhan,
kita tak tahu lagi macam mana status kita.
Doa2 mintak Allah panjangkanlah umur kita.
InsyaAllah.
Indahnya Ramadhan kan?

Ramadhan 1431H gonna be my last Ramadhan as a 'bachelorette'.
Rasa happy ada, rasa cemas pun ada.
Yelaa next time tak dapat dah nak bersahur & berbuka with family all the time kan.
Kena ikut suami laa pulak kan?
Kalau time bujang, ikut je suka hati nak buat apa pun.
Seronok jugak!XD
Owh!
Lagi beberapa bulan je lagi tinggal.
Tapi apa pun tak buat lagi.
Baru survey2 je.
Ishhh cuak laa pulak rasa.
;p

help me!

suddenly i feel so stress.
too many things come out in my mind.
they mix up altogether.
owh!
i am so bad in handling stress.
somebody help me!

dream?

its like a dreaming.
i never dream to experience all this thing.
but,
yes.
it happened unplannedly.
thanks Allah.
:)

i'm engaged!
(~v*)

one step closer.

life had been busy lately.
ran here and there.
owh.
its so stressful.

********

one step closer.
should i smiling for this?
thank you Ya Allah.
;)

footnote:semoga dipermudahkan semua urusan.

marah.

hari ni sy ditimpa malang.
malang ke??
owh.
tapi sy sangatttttttt marahhhh.
adeihhh.
cik siti sy kena saman oleh polis trepik yg sangattttt eksyen ok!
sy parking waiting depan bank.(coz mmg takde parking kat area tu)
dan oleh sebab sy tahu x boleh parking dekat situ,
sy suruh member tunggu dalam kete.
tapi tiba2 je sorang polis trepik tua (x sedar diri!) datang saman,
without trying to look into my car,
kot2 laa ada orang tunggu dalam kete ke..
nop!he didn't do that!eeee!!
dia terus saman,
and when i came and asked why did he saman my car,
he said, this area is not for parking..
wey sebab tahu tak buleh parking laa sy suruh orang tunggu dalam kete!
apa laa b***** sangat???
kete melambak kat sebelah x pulak ko saman???
lastly dia ngaku dia tak nampak orang tunggu dalam kete,
but he still defend himself walaupon dia tahu dia salah!
siap panggil geng dia lagi tolong defend!
eee..
padahal dia yg buta tak nampak orang!
maaf ye..sy sgt marah ok!
time2 kita tengah berserabut ni laa benda macam ni nak jadi kan??
haiiihhh..
ujian..

say no to give up.

saya gagal lagi.
aduh.
xpe2..
jangan putus asa okeh!
berusaha lagi!
hoyeh!



p/s:jangan pernah berputus asa dalam mencari bahagia!

xsuke!

tiba-tiba layout blog sy bertukar,
padahal sy x nak pon tukar layout blog sy ni,
macam mane nak go back to my previous layout???
sy suka layout tu je!
x suke laa yg baru ni..
burokkk!

it's June.

salam.it has been 2 weeks i didn't update anything here.a bit busy last few days, having induksi khusus for a week, then right after that heading out to kl, attending my course mate's wedding at melaka.i was thinking of uploading several pictures taken during the ceremony, but am feel so lazy yet the line isn't that good.congratulation to risnaniza idris and her husband for their marriage. hoping that the loves between both of you will last forever.seriously both of them are sooooo gorgeous!really secocok bagai pinang dibelah dua!;)

owh June 2010!this month i got a lots of weeding invitation.yup, i had received more than 10 invitation cards.thanks a lot for those who had invited me to their big day.tomorrow im going home, my sis will get married as well.yes, dia langkah bendul saya.sob3.tak mengapalah, Allah lebih tahu apa yang terbaik untuk saya.saya pohon agar Allah tabahkan hati saya supaya saya redha dengan apa yang tertulis untuk saya.saya juga ingin bahagia seperti mereka, namun masanya belum tiba lagi.semoga kita semua tidak pernah putus asa dalam mencari bahagia dan keredhaan Allah swt.insyaAllah.;)

owh.saya sedang dalam proses membaca buku 'Aku Terima Nikahnya' by Saifulislam, (mungkin sume orang sudah tahu apa isi kandungannya kerana saya yang tak up to date!;p).sgt menarik buku ni, banyak yang terkena batang hidung sendiri!owh!banyak input-input berguna yang kita tahu sebenarnya, tapi kadang2 kita terlupa untuk mempraktiskannya. indeed, peringatannya membuatkan saya sedar saya bukan insan sempurna.banyak lagi yang perlu saya dipelajari untuk menempuhi hidup yg mendatang, terutamanya bab jodoh dan perkahwinan.buku ini sgt bagus.kisah hidup berselang seli dengan peringatan berguna :)


"perkahwinan adalah medan untuk memberi, kelebihannya disyukuri, kekurangannya diredhai" nice isn't it?;)

hurt.

why do i get hurt easily?
he will never understand me.
sad.
:'(

dia.

tgk?
dia kalau makan memang macam ni..
x pandang kanan kiri dah..
yang duk depan pon dah x nampak..
ish3..


cadbury ni sangat shedap..
thanx to encek pemberi..
lain kali sila bagi lagi okeh?
;)

terima kasih.

terima kasih Tuhan atas cinta ini.

unbearable.

sy rindu syg sy.
sungguh.
unbearable.
owh~

K*A*M*I

Nothing much i would say..
Those pics tell everything about us..
I L-O-V-E U SO MUCH DEAR!
thanks for cheering me up for all this while..
i would never regret meeting & knowing u~


ITU KAMI~

EIT GELAK PE TU??

KAMI JUGA~

KAMI LAGI~

CINTA HATIKU~

KU CINTA DIA~

hehe~

MAKAN TIME!


Itu saje..
Sekian untuk kali ini..
;)

?

pura-purakah aku bila tidak jujur pada diri?
hipokritkah namanya itu?

kusut.

hari ini sy agak kusut sedikit.
i left my room keys inside the room.
my bedroom + office's key..
so, how?
what should i do now?
the duplicate one i left in my hometown,
huhuu...
i don't know what else can i do..
x sukenye sy...
benci betol!
feel like crying all the day je..
;(

blabbing.

hi guys!

just settled sending my car for the 1st time service.
luckily it was free and i dun have to pay even a cent.


cik siti saya~


by the way,i got nothing to share at this moment.
i went home last weekend,
and once again, i spend almost rm400 for 2days of shopping.
aiyyaaa..
i think, for the next time i shouldn't bring my atm card along whenever i'm going back to my hometown.
kan?kan?
bahaya sungguh!



saya dan cik siti saya~

beautiful feeling.

last nite i had a dinner with my dear.
after about ages haven't met him in such way.
really had a great and wonderful dinner with him.
what a beautiful feeling we had~
miss u my dear~

p/s:i missed to capture our moment last nite.
owh.
regretting~
:(

Alhamdulillah..

thanx sayang for this precious gift..
Alhamdulillah..
Allah makbulkan doa kita selama ini..
terima kasih kerana berusaha gigih tanpa putus asa selama ini..
im really proud of you..
no word can express how do i feel at this moment..
feel like crying and smiling..
all in one~

tawakkal.

bismillahitawakkaltualAllah..
kami telah berusaha sedaya upaya kami Ya Allah..
hanya padaMu kami berserah dan bertawakkal..
perkenan dan makbulkanlah segala doa kami Ya Allah..
amin Ya Rabbalalamin..

bantulah kami.

Ya Allah,
Kau bantulah kami..
Hanya padaMu kami memohon pertolongan..
Hanya padaMu kami berserah..
Kau kuatkanlah hati kami Ya Allah untuk menghadapi apa jua kesusahan dan kepahitan yang bakal kami tempuhi..
Sesungguhnya kami tidak kuat Ya Allah..
Kami insan yang lemah dan tidak berdaya Ya Allah..
Kami bertawakkal padaMu Ya Allah..

bersedih.

sedihnye..
sy sedih sbb kereta sy terlanggar bucu tepi pondok pak guard yg mengakibatkan rim tayarku rosak..huk3
aerial pon dah sedikit senget gara-gara penutup kereta tu..
bertambah sedih mengenangkan naseb kereta yg malang itu..
maap ye cik siti..coz x jaga awak dgn baik..
sy berjanji lps ini sy jaga awak dgn baik ye??
sy janji!

irritating.

tiba-tiba sy rasa menyampah.
menyampah dgn org yang bajet diri dia sangat baik.
tidak pernah buat salah.
suka membodek dan mengampu org.
sgt hipokrit.
bila diri ditimpa masalah baru cari kita.
sy rasa sgt benci.
owh.
maafkan sy kerana berperasaan begini.

< bercakap.

from today onwards,
sy nak kurangkan bercakap.
tak percaya?
percayaaaaalah...(gaya mcm SNH nyanyi lagu dia tu)
kenapa sy ingin kurangkan bercakap?
sebab-sebabnya ialah:
- bercakap terlalu banyak dan meleret-leret boleh mendatangkan dosa shj kerana kadang2 kita terlepas cakap benda yg tak sepatutnya kita cakapkan..
- bercakap terlalu banyak boleh menimbulkan rasa meluat @ menyampah oleh orang yg tidak suka dengan orang cakap banyak..
- bercakap terlalu banyak kadang-kadang boleh melukakan @ menyakitkan hati orang lain walaupon tanpa niat dihati kerana kita tidak akan sedar apa yg kita tuturkan sehinggalah kita berfikir kembali apa yg telah dituturkan..

antara sebab-sebab lain ialah sy menghidapi ulser yg serius sehingga menghalang sy untuk bercakap dgn banyak dan gelak dgn kuat.

maka, dengan sebab-sebab di atas, sy tidak akan bercakap banyak lagi.sesungguhnya berfikir lebih baik dari bercakap banyak.hehe.;)


footnote:urm how long i bley bertahan neh?

i do believe.

if we are not meant to be..
don't cry..
or put a blame on yourself..
it just because we are not meant to be together throughout our life..
but being together with someone who loves us is the sweetest thing in the world..
do believe, God knows what is the best for us..;)

footnote:its nothing.that thing just came across my mind and i'm happy to share with others..;)

please.

i feel like crying.
i am totally lost.
i don't even know how could i help you.
if i could share what you feel,
i would seeking a way to take you out of your burden.
i can't bear to see you crying all alone.
please, please be strong.
:(

HE knows the best.

Ya Allah,
Kau redakanlah kegelisahan hatiku.
Kau permudahkanlah segala urusan kami.
Engkau yang Maha Menentukan segalanya.
padaMu kami berserah.
Amin.

maafkan sy.

sy sgt suke merajuk kebelakangan ini.
sy pon tidak tahu kenapa.
sila maafkan sy.
:(

its march!

i dun really hv much time to write lately.
life getting busy here.
why?
because:
my class hv started this week.i need to prepare the notes, tutorial and so on.
this semester is about to come to the end..so i need to prepare the final exam Qs.
we hv struggled for couple weeks just for this matter.
and tomorrow we should have vetting for exam Qs. hope my Qs (which i hv put a lot of efforts to create each of them) would be accepted lah. its so pressure to force my brain to come out with a gud quality Q.
oklah, that all lah for my latest updates.
eh?its 2nd March already lor!
im still waiting for a gud news from them..;)
hope they will give me a call very soon.

msg 4 me myself.

dear hamizah,
bertahanlah..
ia hanya untuk sementara waktu sahaja..
pujuklah diri supaya ia kuat dan gagah untuk bertahan..
yakinlah pada kemampuan diri..
ianya hanya seketika cuma..

dimana?

hati rasa tak bahagia.
rasa tak gembira.
tidak tahu apa puncanya.
dimana hendak kucari bahagia itu?
*sigh*

apa nak jadi???

apa nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang?
kenapa manusia zaman sekarang makin kejam dan tidak berperikemanusiaan?
mereka sanggup membunuh, menyeksa manusia lain tanpa sedikit pun belas kasihan?
adakah sudah hilang akal mereka semua ni????
ada yang sanggup membunuh keluarga sendiri..gila ke ape mereka ni???
sudah hilangkah sifat kasih sayang di antara ahli keluarga dan juga sesama manusia??
di mana letaknya logik akal dan timbang rasa dalam diri mereka ni????
adakah manusia zaman sekarang ni sudah tidak lagi mampu menimbang baik buruk dalam setiap tindak tanduk mereka??adakah mereka sudah hilang kewarasan akal fikirannya dalam berfikir???atau mereka hanya bertindak tanpa mahu berfikir secara rasional atau mereka sebenarnya malas berfikir???di mana letaknya akal mereka haa?


nowadays we see, we read a lot of cases which we would never expect to happen.
i wonder why they could be sooo cruel???
can't they think what would they feel if people do so to their family??
i think maybe they should be trained in handling their psychology whenever they face any difficulty, problems or whatsoever in their life??yeah definitely!psychology management!start from now, we should offer this course in educational sector.the earliest stage of growth is the most suitable time to teach since they could understand better and apply easily in their life soon.am i right??;)


"Ya Allah, Kau lindungilah aku dan keluargaku...
Kau lindungilah insan-insan yg aku sayangi...
Kau jauhkanlah kami dari segala malapetaka dan kejahatan manusia..
Kau lindungilah hati dan akal fikiran kami dari sifat-sifat keji..."



footnote:sy mmg emosi bila membaca berita mengenai keganasan manusia.

i wish.

i don't feel okay tonite.look likes got some conflicts deep inside me.they are fighting and quarreling among each other.hey!what's happening haa?why do u need to fight?despite of being lack of unity, why dun u get together and tolerate to each other, so that i would stay in peace and relax my mind!
i wish i could touch the sky..
i wish i could fly to the moon..
if that is the only way for me to get myself into a reunite,
to put a mix up emotion into one of the best state of happiness.
i wish my life is like a fairy tales story.
where, all state of life would end with happy ending and they lived happily ever after.
i wish my life would be easy.
i wish i would get what i dream and hoping for.
i wish my every single moment is filled with smiling and laughing.
so that i wont feel the pain of life.
nevertheless,
in fact, life would never be that easy.
we can't pretend to smile and laugh most of time.
we should face whatever had come to us.
we couldn't guess whatever await us in front.
that the truth.
put a smile on your face.
it would heal all the sorrowfulness deep inside us.
its the best therapy which give the best relief!
*SMILE*

am i not fully ready?

hi olz!
yesterday i went to my in-law to be's house..
OMG!sy sgt nervous!
seb baek ade kengkawan menemani..
at least sy x keseorangan dan xterkial2 dirumah org..
indeed, sy rs sy belom cukop bersedia utk menjadi menantu org..
rs sungguh kekok..
even though they welcomed me warmly..
i felt like...takowtttt gile!
macam mane sy nk kawen ni???
kawen ngan dia mean i should 'kawen' ngan his family members jgk..
owhh seram!
i think i should learn how to tackle them..
urmm should i???

am i?

am i the one who create this trouble?

am i the one who doesn't understand u at all?

am i not that supportive just like what u hoping for?

am i not a good girl as a girl in your dream?

am i that bad?

sorry dear..

i have tried my best to fulfill and satisfy all your wishes.

*sigh*

annoying!

im pissed off!

i hate that such annoying, irritating people!

they always think they're good enough in every inch of them.

watch out ur mouth before u throw the word!

quote.

******get your life back on track******

path of life.

once u admit what have been written for u.

u wont feel the pain anymore.

all u feel now is relief.

it totally safe u from traumatic stess and burden.

believe in HIS fate.

everything happened for a reason.

they got their own reasons.

sometime we are not able to see it with our naked eyes.

GOD, plz lead us in our path of life.

need a booster.

im so damn mengantuk.

last nite i oredi got enough slept.

but i wonder why im still sleepy.

am i overslept?

no lah!

8 hours sleep is normal isn't it?

but why im soooo mengantuk??

or maybe the weather is one of the factor?

because the raining doesn't stop since last nite.

aiyoyoyo..

i do really need a cup of coffee to boost up my day!

new year.

finally, year 2009 has ended.

year 2010 has turn out.

certainly people would have their own things to be achieved and fulfilled for this new year ahead.

for me, surely i would do the same as well.

just like what other people did.

yeah of course!

what are the things??

urmmmmm.....

i wont share with others!

haha ;p

btw..

happy new year 2010

&

selamat tahun baru 1431H

may this new year bring us a happiness and all good things!