emosi.

i hate u.

when u ignored me.

u noe its hard for me to make a call, isn't it?

then?

im so frustrated.

footnote:emotional post.;p

tensen.

sakit kepala yg amat.

satu keje pon tak buleh nk buat.

adeihhh lar.

tensen sungguh lar.

;(

240am.

its 240am in the early morning.

im still awake.

my eye still open.

i cant even close them for a second.

dunnoe why.

even my eye is shut up,

my head keep working.

so,

how can i sleep well?

urghh.

sgt geram.

msg 4 all.

kenapa kesempurnaan yang dicari?

bukankah keserasian itu yang lebih penting?

jika kesempurnaan yang dicari,

maka,

tidak akan pernah bahagialah kita.

kerana kesempurnaan itu bukan hak milik kita.

bukankah kita hidup untuk saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain?

kerana tidak ada manusia yang mampu berdiri tegak dan gagah tanpa sokongan manusia lain.

itulah hakikatnya.

kesempurnaan bukan bermaksud kebahagian.

footnote:post umum.tiada kaitan antara hidup atau yg telah meninggal dunia. ;)

mari membebel.

hari ini sy dah mula bekerja semula.

sungguh tak seronok.

tak ade mood langsung nak bekerja.

datang ofis main game je hari ni.

haha.

tu la padan muka.

sapa suruh tak amik cuti panjang2.

tp macam mane nak amik cuti panjang2.

sebab cuti tahunan sy memang dah tinggal ciput saja.

haishhh.

bosan sungguh hari ini.

lagi satu.
kereta sy buat hal.
tak dapat nak start enjin.
entah ape lar masalahnya.
mungkin dia merajuk sebab sy tinggal dia sorang2 dekat bangi idaman.
tak ajak pon dia balik raya same2.
dah lar tahun ini 1st time dia berpuasa dan beraya jauh dari keluarga dan sanak saudaranya dikampung.
sungguh kesian dekat DAF ku itu.
maaf ye tak bawa awak balik beraya sekali.
tak muat nak bawa masuk kapal terbang.
hehe.
jangan merajuk2 lagi ye.
cepat2 lar baek.
sy nak pergi kerja pon susah ni kalau awak buat hal.
petang kang sy bawa awak g clinic nak?
bagi doc cucuk sikit.
hehe.
;)

@#$%&!*&%$@#!

hari ini raya ke-5 kan?

tak terlewat lagi.

sy nak wish semua

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

selamat beraya pada yg masih bercuti.

sy tak jealous pon.

dengki sikit saja.

haha.

;p

lets listen.

salam aidilfitri ayahanda dan bonda

by,

hujan+raihan

lets listen to this raya song..

sgt best!

gud collaboration..

;)

mari menghitung.

hey guy!

i will be at home tomorrow!

yea!yea!

dun get jealous ye!(esp my housem3 tu..haha!)

hari ni..

then esok malam i balik kg!

wahh really sronok lar...

dah xde mood dah nak buat keje ni...

even notes i xsiap2 lg...

kalau xsempat siap by tomorrow...

continue after raya je lar ye miss Shanti???(haha..sggh badak!)

act, i hv meeting today at 230pm..so malas!

then at 4pm, i hv training for TCMS..(dun ask me ye..i also dunnoe tcms stand 4 wut..;p)

as far as i noe, its about how to key in student's marks into the system lar...

bgs betol lar college aku ni...

TP....

aku tersangat lar malas ni...

otak dah sampai umah dah..

jasad je kat sini lg...

hehe.

sungguh tak sabau nak balik esok..

even baru last week aku blk..

ketidaksabauan itu mcm tak blk berbulan2..

haha.

my bro pon dah went through his operation yesterday..

xsabau nak blk tgk dia jgk..

hope he is okei and in best of health lar..

insyaAllah..;)

see?

::me and my colleagues::

can u see???

how special i am???

haha.

the picture was taken right before 'white coat ceremony' for faculty of medical and health sciences last week. there were only half of my colleagues and the rest were lost.

i was surrounded by almost 70% non-malaysian people.

dun be shocked haa if one day i manage to talk in tamil..

wahahaha.

*gelak jahat sket*

my think.

i was thinking how the next hari raye is going to be..

like the years before???

or mybe a bit different???

well..

let's us see lar soon...

i hope our coming hari raya is 'ceria' like last time lar...

for sure not as 'ceria' as 4 years ago lar...

for sure it wont happen again lar..

and..

this coming hari raya is the 4th raya we celebrate it without a person called abah..

i do really hope my bro will be discharged as soon as possible..should be before raya lar..

so we r not going to celebrate hari raya in hospital..;p

heard that his operation is set on next sunday..hope jadi lar...

and...

i want to thank to ALLAH...

for keep me safe just now...

u noe, i was about to hit a car..

Ya ALLAH..seram sgt..

luckily my umur still panjang..

alhamdulillah...syukur...

Ramadhan incident.

last friday, 040909, our 14th day of Ramadhan..my family was shocked wif a bad news..sumbody called my mom right before breaking fast...he told my mom that my lil bro had an accident..owh my God!our nightmare become truth!become reality!when my sis in grik informed me..i couldnt say anything..i was numb!the thing that i afraid of become a reality...Ya Allah..terkejut xterkata...all i can do was crying and praying for his safety..doa supaya my bro panjang umur...i took a flight immediately and went to the hospital straightaway...luckily the ticket was still available that nite..thanx so much to lely coz rushing came back home to pick me up to the airport..thanx sgt!seb baek aku ade housemate prihatin mcm mu..

back to my bro incident, he had lateral condyle of right femur and multiple mandible fracture..when i saw him for the 1st time..i dont recognize him at all..mmg lain sgt muka my bro that time..bengkak sgt...Tuhan je lar tahu sedihnye hati...tp at the same time i was thankful and grateful sgt coz my bro still panjang umur...alhamdulillah syukur lar..

he was hospitalized until the treament and operation are completely done.i hope he will recover very soon..even though aku salu gaduh ngn dia..aku tetap sayang kt dia...when he sicked, all of us feel the same too...people, plz pray for him yea...

Urghhh.

i hv juz arrived at my college around 8am in d morning.

im not in mood to start my daily routine.

not as usual.

feel so sleepy rite now.

i want to go home and get some sleep.

lambatnye pukul5...=(

life update.

hi all.

its been almost 2weeks i didnt post anything...

quite busy with my working life lar..(urm??iye ke??haha!)

last week i'd moved out from desa palma..d most terrible hostel lar i ever had..wont stay there anymore lar after dis..surrounded by stranger n unknown person..i felt so stressed plus depressed!presently, life getting better lar..even though i hv to drive almost 30km to reach my destination..its alrite lar..just like my mom said, its okei to spend a lot of money..as long as we enjoy wut we r doing..we happy with it..its worth lar.

talking bout my life..i hv been here for bout 3weeks lar..dis is my 3rd week..alhamdulillah lar..i manage to adapt my new environment slowly..even xsuke pon..i have to lar..bcoz im d one who choose dis way, isnt it??nobody force me..its my intention..

never mind lar..i want to gain sum experiences 1st b4 i jump to another stage..

i hv to stop here lar..my notes is calling me lor..xsiap2 lg ni..

daaaa evelibodi~