am i not fully ready?

hi olz!
yesterday i went to my in-law to be's house..
OMG!sy sgt nervous!
seb baek ade kengkawan menemani..
at least sy x keseorangan dan xterkial2 dirumah org..
indeed, sy rs sy belom cukop bersedia utk menjadi menantu org..
rs sungguh kekok..
even though they welcomed me warmly..
i felt like...takowtttt gile!
macam mane sy nk kawen ni???
kawen ngan dia mean i should 'kawen' ngan his family members jgk..
owhh seram!
i think i should learn how to tackle them..
urmm should i???